Why do we suffer so much? : Revealing the Hidden Origins of Your Suffering through Karma Theory”

“Why am I here? Why am I experiencing so much suffering? When will I finally overcome my struggles?” These are the fundamental questions frequently posed to astrologers.

The quest to understand one’s purpose and the reasons behind personal hardships is a common and natural inquiry. Individuals seek solace and guidance from astrologers, who offer unique insights into these existential quandaries. Exploring the cosmos and its influence on human lives, astrologers strive to shed light on the deeper meaning behind our experiences.

 Even the astrologer also asks the same question to herself at times. Being a spiritualist, astrologer, Christian theologian, and monotheist I have a definite answer for this as I know this is God’s plan for me. It’s better to accept it and do the good karma as much as I can so that I can be hopeful, and joyful for the coming days. The main challenge of an astrologer or a theologian is, people come to them majorly when they have worries. 

 

Very less people come and share the good news, so it’s very important for me to be self-motivated, and faithful toward the almighty so that no negative influence can take away that inner peace and joy. While I strive to embody a saintly demeanor, I acknowledge that I am not immune to moments of anger, frustration, and impatience. However, I have come to realize that the less I dwell in these human emotions, the quicker I can discover a state of contentment.

Over the past few days, as some of you know that I am only on bed rest due to a ligament tear on my right leg. My right leg has some defects and my parents got it corrected but I cannot walk fast, run fast, or sit on the floor cross-legged. There were so many times I fell down sprained my leg, and doctors asked me not to wear high heels, but I love wearing them, and I have a collection of high heels including stilletoes. With this leg, I played basketball and Kyukushikai which is a martial art form. Now running through a bad dasa, I knew I may have physical injuries and the universe reminded me to be safe twice. I fell down on the first week of May and got my right ankle sprained and the doctor took an x-ray, but everything was ok. He suggested a crepe band and I was on bed rest for 1 week walking on crutches. Then the last week of May I fell down in front of Lulu Mall on the busy road, my ankle again got sprained, and my driver took me to Caritas hospital, all the way from Ernakulam, as it is my regular hospital. The doctor again took my xray and there was nothing wrong, but the ligament tear, he had a second thought and plastered my leg and suggested bed rest again. I could not bear the pain and I was crying in that casualty, there were many around me but I was the only one crying aloud. I first called up my mom and my mother-in-law and cried, because the pain was so intense. Back home I was put on bed rest, I was worried about the pending work. My PM and HR Director asked me to take a rest, and I told them I may require medical leave for 2 weeks, but let me try to manage. My in-laws came to visit with me, and I was so relieved by their visit. 

It was during my second bed rest, I took my horoscope after so many days to see what exactly is going through and what should be my strategy. I called up Deepak Bisariaji to help me to bring some clarity to the situation too. The bad news is I will fall again, and the good news is that I will recover. I took three decisions so that I can settle my Prarabda karma peacefully and set some good Kriyamana karmas.

What are Karmic Patterns?

In Vedic astrology, karma refers to the cosmic law of cause and effect, which states that every action we perform has consequences that will manifest in our lives. There are three types of karma recognized in Vedic astrology:

  1. Sanchita Karma: Sanchita karma refers to the accumulated karma from all our past lives. It is the total sum of all the actions and deeds we have performed in previous incarnations. This karma forms a kind of karmic bank account, and it influences our current life and future lives. Sanchita karma can determine the general life circumstances, strengths, weaknesses, and predispositions we are born with.
  2. Prarabdha Karma: Prarabdha karma is the subset of sanchita karma that is chosen to be experienced and resolved in a specific lifetime. It is the portion of our accumulated karma that has ripened and is now being manifested in our present life. Prarabdha karma shapes the events, situations, and challenges we encounter, as well as the opportunities and abilities we possess in our current incarnation. It is often seen as our destiny or fate, as it unfolds throughout our life.
  3. Kriyamana Karma: Kriyamana karma, also known as Agami karma, refers to the current actions and deeds we perform in our present life. It is the karma we are actively creating through our thoughts, words, and actions on a day-to-day basis. Kriyamana karma has a direct and immediate impact on our future, shaping the outcomes and experiences we will face. This type of karma provides us with an opportunity to change and influence our destiny through conscious actions.

 When we look around we see people enjoying their lives even after committing a lot of crimes, and we sit and wonder how can it happen when we clearly know they have done a lot of bad things. They enjoy it because their Prarabda Karma was good. It is the result of the Past karma. Due to their great Prarabda Karma, they are getting good Sanchita Karma, which means getting the good results of their good karma in the past life at the time present time. I realized the Karma which I set up in the past or Sanchita Karma was bad and the universe is gifting me with Prarabda karma. There is no other way than going through those sufferings and setting good Agami Karma or Kriyamana karma still being grateful to the lord so that he gave me one more opportunity to understand how gracious god is. 

These three types of karma interact and influence each other. While sanchita karma sets the overall framework and tendencies of our life, prarabdha karma determines the specific events and challenges we encounter, and kriyamana karma allows us to shape our future through the choices we make in the present moment. The ultimate goal is to purify and transcend all types of karma through spiritual growth and self-realization.

In every lifetime, we are given a specific portion of Prarabdha, which we must navigate and mitigate. Eventually, there comes a particular birth where the time for heavy payback or settlement arrives for us.

In Vedic astrology, we can see our Prarabda Karma through the sixth house. This house is also known as “Runa Anu Bandhana” which means what we are indebted to. This house indicates debts, diseases, and enemies, so we bring them from the past. I have  

What is the Prarabda karma we are surrounded by? Additionally, the 8th and 12th houses also reveal the outcomes of challenging karmas stemming from our previous lives, although the 6th house bears the greatest significance. When the 6th, 8th, or 12th houses possess exceptional strength and are heavily occupied by planets, it indicates that the purpose of this birth is to mitigate the effects of Prarabdha karma. 

Rahu Ketu axis also shows the Prarabda karma as Ketu shows the past and Rahu shows the future. The retrograde planets also show the kind of Prarabda karma from the past life. Different planet indicates a different kind of Karma. 

  

 Suppose Saturn is retrograde, you have Prarabda Karma connected to your career, social reputation, and duties. We need to be very careful with our activities, social reputation, and career. We need to look also at the house placement of Saturn. Saturn is the indicator of the karma of present life and for future births. 

The Retrograde planets in a natal chart each signify a specific karma associated with the planetary significators. In order to determine the exact nature of the pending karma for an individual, it is crucial to examine the placement of these retrograde planets in their birth chart. This involves analyzing the sign in which each planet is placed and the number of planets that influence it through aspects. The sign indicates the challenges or delays that one may encounter in their current life, while the aspects reveal the individuals or circumstances through which they may face obstacles, difficulties, and hurdles.

Furthermore, the placement of the disposition lord of the Retrograde planet in the natal chart provides insight into the necessary actions one must take in this lifetime to resolve the unresolved karma. By understanding the dispositor lord’s placement, it becomes clear what steps should be taken to rectify and address the pending karmic issues. 

I can write about the impact of Prarbda karma in the past life, especially about the negative things, but I don’t want to hijack anyone’s psyche, so I am silent. 

n the Bhagavad Gita, there are several verses that discuss the concept of “prarabdha karma,” which refers to the portion of a person’s past actions that have already begun to bear fruit and are being experienced in the present lifetime. Here are a few relevant verses:

  1. Bhagavad Gita, Chapter 18, Verse 60: “Swabhava-jena kaunteya nibaddhah svena karmana Kartum necchasi yan mohat karishyasy avasho ‘pi tat”

Translation: “Under illusion, you may think that you can refuse to act according to your nature, but you will be bound by your own actions, born of your innate tendencies.”

In Mahabharata Book 13 Anusasanika Parva Section 7 the scripture says like this. Bhishma is enlightening Yudhishtira

 “Yudhishthira said, ‘O the best of Bharata’s race and the foremost of great men, I wish to know what the fruits are of good deed. Do you enlighten me on this point.'”

As the young calf is able to recognize its dam from among a thousand cows, so do the previous acts of a man pursue him (in all his different transformations). Just like flowers and fruits on a tree naturally appear at the right season without anyone telling them to, the consequences of our actions in past lives also show up when they should. As we grow older, our hair turns grey, our teeth become loose, and our eyes and ears don’t work as well as before. But one thing that doesn’t diminish is our longing for pleasure and enjoyment.

So, the universe identifies us, no matter which birth are in, it will give us the result accordingly. People ask what remedy to overcome this Karmic cycle. Is there any pooja worth 25 lakhs, Gemstone, Talisman? No matter who you are , Christian, Jewish, Hindu, Muslim, or Rational, I can only say create good Kriyamana Karma, thats the only remedy.  

 

Enjoy The Divine Power of Silence and Empower Yourself

Power of Silence

Proverbs 17:28

Even a fool, when he keeps silent, is considered wise; when he closes his lips, he is considered prudent.

Guys, this scripture is so meaningful. Don’t you think so? I am so sure; all of you will have such a moment in your life where you were saved from the complexities of that moment by shutting down your vocal cords. I have plenty, as I used to talk a lot and occasionally fall into an immense number of problems in my personal and professional life. To be frank guys, anyone, whose 2nd house of speech has bad influence, will have many issues to do their speech. During my Ketu dasa, I suddenly started becoming silent and detached. Even from my family and friends. Guys, many people say that Ketu dasa is bad, but my Ketu dasa was the best dasa in my life. During that dasa only I restarted my life. Being in a silent and detached mode, I gained a lot from, when I was loud.

There is a big power in silence and that has the power to change your life. When you practice silence, you will start controlling your mind.

 

 

Bhagvad Gita17:16

मन: प्रसाद: सौम्यत्वं मौनमात्मविनिग्रह: |

 भावसंशुद्धिरित्येतत्तपो मानसमुच्यते || 16||

manaḥ-prasādaḥ saumyatvaṁ maunam ātma-vinigrahaḥ

  manahaprasaadaha saumyatvam maunamaatmavinigraha |

 bhaavasamshuddhirityetattapo maanasamucchyate || 16 ||

  

 Mental cheerfulness, kindness, silence, self-control, purity of intent, this is called penance of the mind.

  

 manaha : of mind

 prasaadaha : cheerfulness

 saumyatvam : kindness

 maunam : silence

 aatmavinigraha : self-control

 bhaavasamshuddhihi : purity of intent

 iti : in this manner

 etat : this

 tapaha : penance

 maanasam : of the mind

 ucchyate : is called

when you are silent, you will get more time to observe yourself as well as others. That is the one positive factor, which helps you to be strong. When I was silent, then I got a lot of opportunities to learn from others and learn about myself than when I was loud. Starting from my physical beauty, I could track health, character, values, intellect, and whatnot. Which, I had never done in all those years. 

I want to share an example from this so that you guys can understand it better. I hope you know that I spend so many years studying the Bible and I am married to a theologian only. Both of us wished to be in the full-time ministry, doing the gospel work. See, there are so many accusations that theologians get funding from European countries and live a lavish life. In our case, or the theologian’s in Indian Churches of Christ’s case it’s not at all true. I got so much of Gold during my marriage, but guys, I feel no shame to say that, I had sold it, for my gospel life. Not all, but 60%. There were so many needs like ministry needs, charity programs, and for a major share of my life, I had no stability in my career. I am not praising myself guys, me, and my husband along with my fellow theologians have sacrificed a lot for the Lord. But, by the grace of my lord, none of us are lost. We have gone hungry, we have stitched our torn cloths, we have conducted tapioca parties, walked so many kilometers to save money, we have been verbally abused telling that we were into drug addiction and prostitution, there are so many things which I don’t want to write here because all glories must go to my lord and we should not keep an account for what we have done for the Lord. (Lord please forgive me for projecting myself)

We both could not get into full-time ministry as after a few years, I was feeling the burden that, God, is beyond any religion. It was the beginning of my Ketu dasa. That is the time when anyone gets enlightened. As soon as Ketu hit me, I dunno guys, so many things happened in my life, which made me so detached and silent. I left Trivandrum as I was feeling unhealthy after my second delivery and I could ensure my kid’s full support. Ever since I am staying with my parents and my husband stays in Trivandrum. Remember, during Ketu dasa, you will be detached from your spouse. It can be physical, emotional, spiritual, mental, and so on. Then I remained jobless for a few months, but that time, I withdrew into a shell and started praying and meditating aggressively. I did not go for any family function, I detached from my fellow theologians and just being in my room started reading spiritual texts frequently. 

In that silence, I could observe my parents more, I could make my bond with them strong. All these years, I used to be very mean with them, but this time, I started understanding their challenges, sufferings, and their dreams about me. My parents, truly wanted me to be a successful lawyer and get into legal service, but guys, I never liked that profession even from my law college days. I was never interested in human-made laws; my curiosity was always in divine laws. I started observing my mother in law, my other in-laws and starting from Ketu dasa, I could make a very good relationship with them. (I always had a good relationship with them, but the bond became strong). Above all, I started realizing how to mean, cheap and idiotic I was in the past years. I realized the opportunities I wasted out my idiocy. I realized I could have planned better with the help of learned people and I could have been happier. From then onwards guys, I started getting new ideas about my life. 

I got a job in an Australian company in Info park; there was a girl, who was very good at managing finances. For me, my money houses are a little weak, so, savings and expenses were always trouble for me. She is from a very poor family, but she constructed own house, has a lot of gold, all self-made. I was wondering how she made this possible, but I followed certain ideas she applied in her life and started realizing that it works. It helped to manage my finances better. We have a lot to learn from anyone we meet. Good as well as bad lessons, will be there. I desired to travel to many places without depending upon my husband, and that also started working in my life. Still, I am not that financially great, but I am much better than what I was 10 years back. 

I did not spend my energy on talking all these years. When I used to be loud, I used to be very foolish and now and then, my husband used to scold me to shut my mouth. Instead, I put a lot of time in reading spiritual scriptures on personality development, intellectual empowerment and I was never happy before like how am I now. 

I think when we talk too much; we are trying to project our ideas and visions more than learning from others. Now also I talk very less, even at work, and my HR has many times told me to mingle more with people. But I am not going to follow that, first of all, I am not much interested in what commoners talk. When I badly feel to talk, I go to my spiritual teacher’s house or we meet outside and we talk. All these years my general knowledge and spiritual knowledge has improved, my language and oratory skills also have improved, even though I am a woman at 40s, I still feel like a teenager. 

 Bhagavd gita6: 27

 praśhānta-manasaṁ hyenaṁ yoginaṁ sukham uttamam

 upaiti śhānta-rajasaṁ brahma-bhūtam akalmaṣham

SYNONYMS

prasanta—mind fixed on the lotus feet of Krsna; manasam—of one whose mind is so fixed; hi—certainly; enam—this; yoginam—the yogi; sukham—happiness; uttamam—the highest; upaiti—attains; santa-rajasam—pacified passion; brahma-bhutam—liberated by identification with the Absolute; akalmasam—freed from all past sinful reaction.

TRANSLATION

The yogi whose mind is fixed on Me verily attains the highest happiness. By virtue of his identity with Brahman, he is liberated; his mind is peaceful, his passions are quieted, and he is freed from sin.

Guys, our generation fix our mind in a lot of things to attain happiness. These days all are on tiktok, to find happiness, playing pub, 

I request you to take some out every day at least 20 minutes to keep silence and observe yourself. In all these years, I hardly listened to anyone as I was so loud. 

James 1:19  

19 My dear brothers and sisters, take note of this: Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak and slow to become angry,

Now when I am silent, I am away from the interpersonal issues, issues with relatives, productive more at work. Before that, I was so curious about slandering, office politics and that did some damage to my professional life. Now it’s not like that. I hope in the future also my career will be on the right track. I am getting ready to take a PMP certification, so today I was discussing it with my HR. 

James 3:6

The tongue also is a fire, a world of evil among the parts of the body. It corrupts the whole body, sets the whole course of one’s life on fire, and is itself set on fire by hell.

So, better we use our tongue less. We need peace, and solitude to recharge our batteries. When we look into the life of Jesus we can see that every morning he woke up early and went to an isolated place to pray.

Mark1:35

35 and rising very early in the morning, while it was still dark, he departed and went out to a desolate place, and there he prayed.

In silence, we will be able to listen to our soul and what does it want. That will not be heard in the crowd. 

Our great rishis spend years in isolation and tapas, and they could perform miracles. 

So, in short, silence has a healing effect and it will soothe you. In India, there is a custom called Maun Vrat.