A planet in the birth chart has different type of strengths. It is primarily grouped as Shadbal. Sage Parasara has also given the name ” Spashta Bal” to the concept of ”ShadBal”. This group contains

Shad Bal
1. Sthan Bal (Positional strength)
2. Dig Bal (Directional strength)
3. Kaal Bal (Temporalstrength), inclusive of Ayan Bal (Equinoctial strength)
4. Chesht Bal (Motional strength)
5. Naisargika Bal (Natural strength)
6. Drik Bal (Aspectual strength)

We will see what Sthan Bal is. I will explain what all these so that it can be very confusing and  complicated for even astrology students.

 

I am jus going out of station today and will comeback by night ……..Then I will update the concept of sthan bal. My mom and kids are yelling at me to get ready .

 

See you all

 

My project is over and I have taken leave for today ..

Continued

 

 

 

Guys, 

 I started as a Sun sign astrologer and I love that. During my upper primary school days I started learning sun sign. Obviously sun sign astrology is very much easier than Vedic one. When we move to Vedic from Sun Sign, we will be reading all those ancient texts , and when I started studying Vedic in my high school days there we no internet. I used to buy books chori chupke by my pocket money. I used to hide it inside my shelf where I kept my dresses. Due to my bad reputation at home, my mom used to conduct suspense inspections and one day she found Cheiro’s Book on Palmistry and after that I never found that book. 

Then I used to keep these books in my dad’s library. These books ”lived in together”  with Bible, Quran, Mahabharath, Ramayan etc. To be frank, I didn’t understand anything when I started reading these ancient texts. That time the books I read was written by Malayalee writers and to be frank studying astrology in Malayalam was very painful. Somehow I managed that but till I found these English texts I could not truly follow whatever I read. Please don’t think that I am becoming very pricey. If I say reading Malayalam astrology books was a tough job, then please blame it on our education system which promotes English than local languages. Not me !

Yes, Vedic astrology is written in a very complicated way. Actually it is written complicated, it is not that complicated in reality. If a person wants to be an astrologer he should have some planetary alignments in his chart to see whether he can be a good and positive astrologer. Ultimate duty of astrologer is to spread hope and faith. Not remedies. I am telling again and again………….Guys, remedies WILL NOT WORK. 

I always think why this beautiful science is written in a complicated way. Why cant it be explained in a simple language? Now I remember one guy I met 14 years back. 

I met him for official reasons only. First we communicated through phone and most probably this guy may be having Jupiter in 1st house or 9th house or he may be a Saggi lagna or he must be having some special combination in 9th house. The 9th house is the house of spirituality , philosophy, higher studies , faith and all that stuff. We communicated over the phone around 7 or 8 times. In between we both shared personal information like family, worship and prayer. Those days I was a theology student and I invited him for “Lunatics Meeting.’ Lunatics meeting is where we ask doubts about God, theology, creation. I was one of the chief lunatic there ( as always). My husband was also there in the meeting he never had big doubts. He used to sit and watch others asking doubts and nodded  head on answers.  His dream was to take Masters in Divinity from the United States.  He got an admission letter from Princeton Theological Seminary New Jersey also. It didn’t get materialized. God has different plans for everyone.  

So I invited the other guy for this meeting and he came. Next day he came to my office and I was so surprised. He said ” I came for your meeting and I came here to invite you to my prayer meeting” I agreed that I will come , but I didn’t know when. 

So, one day in the afternoon I just went to his house without telling him. He is married and has a kid. When I reached there , there were he and his prayer group members one guy and 3 women. I am always curious to know different versions of God. This man and other people started talking to me. My God…….I donno what they explained , but I understood they are mostly into meditation. I have my style of prayer and I don’t follow any set rituals or steps. Prayer is a communication with creator. We should not have a 3rd party to introduce us to the supreme force. That’s my idea. 

I mostly pray for 1 hr daily. There is not even a single day in the past 20 years I haven’t spend 1 hr with my Lord Almighty. That doesnt make me holy either , but it strengthens me and make me aware of what am I doing and where am I going. Some times I repent and sometimes I dont. I reap blessing for what I have repented and I pay with pains and tears for what I have not repented. 

These guys took me to a room.  Room is very big. This room has dim light Ok. This room is constructed as pyramid. If my memory is true there is a bell hanging from the roof. They asked me to sit there and meditate. They said after sometime I feel so much of power in me. I sat on the floor, alone. For the next 30 minutes I was sitting there and looking at the architecture. Then looking for some supernatural power to jump n me from some corner and filling my mind and body. Then me getting enlightened and becoming glorious. It was like a punishment. After 30 minutes, I went out . These guys were sitting and talking…..they anxious asked me “how was it? Didn’t you feel the power?’I didn’t want them to be unhappy. I said yes. I felt some power and I am happy.

Next week again this man came to my office with some sweets and magazine. He gave me that magazine and asked me to read it. I tried to read that….but I did not understand a single sentence . After 2 days I phoned up this man. I asked him why he has written in a strange language? If he wants people to understand then he should write in a simple language. Then he explained that he need elite and enlightened people to his group. If someone cant understand that means he is not elite and enlightened. 

I told him that I not an elite and enlightened and I could not understand a single sentence . I still remember one sentence in that. It says” When we sleep, our gurus come to us and communicate with us.” . I donno whether this is true. I don’t need a guru who likes to talk to me when I am sleeping. I donno, I could not understand that group. At the same time I have realized that this man is a very very truthful and righteous man. We were friends for some time and he never ever used a bad language or he never behaved badly. Such men are rare. 

Coming back to Vedic astrology , all these books are written or taught in a difficult language which makes ordinary people see this subject as a tough or strange. All I have tried is to explain this subject in a laymen language so that people can use this knowledge to make their life happy. It should be for all  not only for the elite and enlightened. All should know the real essence of astrology , the divine science. 

Ashtakvarga Bala , Shad Bala, Cheshta Bala and Vimshopak Bala  are nothing but the strength of planets in your chart. Now Jupiter transit is going to happen and the result of this transit is also depends on Strength of Jupiter in Ashtak Varga and own Varga. In the next blogs I will explain what these Ashtakvarga Bala , Shad Bala, Cheshta Bala and Vimshopak Bala  are. 

While I was studying this I literally went Mad……………. Studying these intense and complicatedly written subjects without a Guru is not easy. Maybe by the blessing of my Lord, I could understand these things and now I know how simple these things are. I am happy to share with you.

My new project will finish by August 1st week. Maybe I will start from then …

Its 11:14 PM in India and I have to get up at 5:00 AM. 

Let  us  give all  glory to the LORD, The Supreme Lord. He simplifies our life. 

Sharing one song from my daily devotion 

 

 

 

I love roses, actually who doesn’t love roses? There are so many type of roses, but I love that ordinary rose which is deep rose in color with a great mesmerizing fragrance. There are so many roses available with florists, but I like only that old shrub rose, which is there in most Keralite houses.  I did some research about roses, actually I was doing this study for quite some time. Roses are grouped as Old, wild/species and Modern/Hybrid roses.

Old roses are also known as Antique or Heritage roses. I think the rose flower which I am talking about can be either Rose de Rescht, Yolande d’Aragon , francis dubreuil or  Baronne Prevostt. These info I got from research tools ke baap google se mile hey.

 

 

 

 

 

I am sure that this is an old rose, because old roses are known for the sweet smell. I see so many roses in the flower shop, beautifully arranged, but none of them have a fragrance. Only that beauty. When I was studying in Bangalore, my institute was near a market area. There were so many local florists selling roses with multicolor but they never spread fragrance. They were just lying on the floor waiting for the customers. They were small roses, even there were jasmine flowers they were also spread any fragrance. These flowers were not grown out of love. They are cultivated for business. So many farmers do this and farmers are the corner stones of any economy. Not IT professionals, doctors or engineers. Huge respect for these farmers.

 When I saw that flowers I used to think of that famous poem written by Shree Makhan Lal Chaturvedi which I studied in the school days.

 Pushp Ki Abhilasha

 Chah Nahi Main SurBala Ke Gehano Mein Goontha Jaaun
Chaah Nahi Premi Mala Mein Bindh Pyaari Ko Lalchaaun.

Chaah Nahi Samraato Ke Shav Par He Hari Dala Jaaun
Chaah Nahi Dewon Ke Sar Par Chadhoon Bhagya Par Itraun.

Mujhe Tod Lena Banmali, Us Path Par Tum Dena Phaink
Matra Bhoomi Per Sheesh Chadhane,Jis Path Jaayen Veer Anek.

 In astrology there is yoga named Kedaar Yog which indicates the chances for being a farmer.   

 What is Kedar Yoga?

 When all planets excluding Rahu and Ketu occupies any four rashis , then Kedaar Yog is formed. Kedar yoga is a Sanqya Yog, where all the planets excluding Rahu and Ketu are counted. I mean only Sun, Moon, Mercury, Venus, Mars, Jupiter and Saturn is counted in the case of Sankhya Yog. They are Gola, Yuga, Sula, Kedar, Paasa, Damini and Veena Yog. Among these yogs, the 1^st three are counted as bad yogas. Gola, Yuga, and   Sula,   are bad yogas.  Well, astrology is a balanced stream of information.    It handles good and bad things equally. People say astrology scares them. Let me tell you for me theology scares than astrology. Planets are nothing in front of God.

  A person with Kedar Yog will have natural interest towards farming and agriculture. For those aspiring farmers, if you are thinking about farming, you kindly check any such combination of 7 planets in the four rashis, then it is a green signal from the universe. I know lot of techies are turning towards organic farming. I also have some property and I have a hope that I will start some agriculture there in the future. You should take help of a learned and spiritual astrologer to discuss the possibilities of Kedar yoga to start farming. Just by seeing Kedar yoga , please don’t jump into any conclusions. Birth chart should be read from various angles, so Kedar yoga is just an indicator.

 Coming back to our old rose kahani. This rose  always seduced me with its color and fragrance. I donno from when onwards, this flower started attracting me. When I was in 5^th grade ( not sure) I planted this at my yard. I was not keen about giving it water or maneuver. I had so many other plants at home. It grew up, but when it got it 1^st bud, then I start caring this plant. I waited till it bloomed. This flower will stay for more than 1 week and less than 2 weeks. When it bloomed I started going to that flower and enjoy it fragrance every day. I enjoyed that sweet smell morning before I go to school and evening when I come back. I was lost looking at that flower its beauty, its smell and how attract the honey bees.  Then came Saturday, such a bad day.   Children in the neighborhood used to come home. We had carom board, then badminton racks, cycle, and these are the benefits of parents being educated. They used to buy us so many books, toys, my dad, who is an active CPI (M) worker who was so proud about U S S R, subscribed the magazine “MISHA “for us.  Our neighborhood children mostly belong to less educated families, used to enjoy with us. We belong to a secular family you know?

 Among that one boy, he was may be 5 or 6 years elder to me was so mean. This guy simply went to my rose plant and plucked that flower and my heart really broke. I felt like hitting on his face till he bleed. I was so sad he simply plucked it. Its not he plucked the flower, flower will wither after some time. It was his indecency made me angry.  Till date , I haven’t forgiven him for that. I complained to my mom and she said “its just a flower………. it will bloom again “. I really donno whether that plant bloomed again or not, my memories are blank regarding that plant.

 After that I donno why I did not take any effort to plant a similar rose, but I had so many other plants including sunflower. May be I left my home for my higher studies and my 5^th lord in 9^th house, I will go to far place for my higher studies. This placement is a Lakshmi yoga too. Wow…

 After that I got married, thankfully my husband also have love for plants. He has bonsai trees, he created it.  He likes plants, animals,    but he doesn’t have time for such things. It was before my second child, I again got back my interest for farming.   I really don’t like buying plants from the nursery and growing it in narrow flower pots. I like to give some effort and nurture that plant. That time I was staying in a rented house, but still I start my hobby. Then also I never thought about this shrub rose.  I planted vine , it started growing up. We left that house soon and I gifted that to my house owner.   

Then I really don’t remember what happened to my hobby. During my 2^nd pregnancy I was in total bed rest for entire term maybe I lost my hobby there. I regained it after I got my son. I started planting like a mad woman. I had so many plants.  I had big aloe Vera s , and my neighbors used to take it for beauty treatments. My husband used to water it and I have heard him telling his friends “My wife is a very good gardener. She plants and I water” What a sarcastic comment? LOL

I used to go to office via Pattom and there was a house, they had this rose. In big cities houses has big walls so we don’t really get to see    anything. This house didn’t belong to a rich person. It was a broken house they had so many plants. There I saw this rose flowers. One day I casually went there and asked them to give one stem. This lady charged 30 rs and I planted it. It never sprouted .I was disappointed. I did nt want to go there again because I felt this lady didn’t give me with a happy heart. She told me while giving. “I don’t give like this s as a stem.  I only give in pot and I charge 50 rs. Since you came and asked like this I am giving you.” Who will go to see her again?

I was feeling that this plant is not happy with me. It doesn’t like me even. Whenever I tried to plant this shrub rose it was a failure. I even felt that I will never be able to enjoy its sweet fragrance any more. Then I came home, Kottayam.  I tried to get this rose from any places. In Trivandrum it may be a rare plant. In Kottayam, I stay in a village so this plant is a common plant. I planted this 6 or 7 times. I failed. I was so sad………. Why this plant is angry with me? May be I didn’t protect it early. I just wanted to be lost among that beautiful flowers enjoying the fragrance. I was feeling so bad at that guy again who plucked that flower. I could never smile at him from my heart after that.

Finally….. I thought let’s give a last try. My neighbor had this plant.  One Sunday evening I went there and asked for 2 stems. I was just praying, of this lady is giving she should give from her heart. I asked for 2 stems, but she gave me around 7 or 8 stems. Then I planted it. I was just praying that atleast one should sprout.  This time it was a victory for me. One among that 8 stems came up slowly. I was jumping out of joy. I again started dreaming about enjoying the beauty and fragrance. I requested my son to water it every evening, because I reach home by 8 P M. He did that very religiously and buds came up………Again I started seeing that beautiful rose in my garden. It is giving a lot of flowers. Beautiful flowers full of fragrance. Honey bees and butterflies all-around.   Some mornings  when I go to office I smell   and kiss those flowers and say thank you for blessing and nourishing my life with their color and fragrance. I can’t hug those flowers because it is so full of thorns.

 

 

 

 

 

There are so many plants in my garden. I have hybrid roses for the sake of adding numbers. They give yellow, white, orange I donno so many colors of flowers. I never felt my garden is complete without this shrub rose which is not available in any flower shops.

I donnno how anyone can be happy with this dutch roses which never have any fragrance or beauty. For me they are hybrid, not natural. Maybe people like hypocracy more.. I donno ..   Some days I wish someone send me a bouquet full of this shrub rose.. but again when I read Pushp Ki Abhilasha

 Chah Nahi Main SurBala Ke Gehano Mein Goontha Jaaun

 Flower is not happy in Surbalas ornaments

Chaah Nahi Premi Mala Mein Bindh Pyaari Ko Lalchaaun.

 Flower is not happy when given as the symbol of love

 

Chaah Nahi Samraato Ke Shav Par He Hari Dala Jaaun

 Flower is not happy to decorate even the emperor’s body

Chaah Nahi Dewon Ke Sar Par Chadhoon Bhagya Par Itraun.

 Flower is not happy in adorning the body of gods

 

Mujhe Tod Lena Banmali, Us Path Par Tum Dena Phaink

 Flower is happy when it is given as an archana

Matra Bhoomi Per Sheesh Chadhane,Jis Path Jaayen Veer Anek.

 For the patriots who shed their lives, dreams, and desires for their homeland.

 

I just reached my office, its 8:30 AM. I couldn’t sleep properly over night as throughout the day I had so much of unpleasant experiences. My pet dog passed away and I was in tears. That poor thing was not keeping well for so many days. He was pretty old though . I adopted his from one of my friend a few years back.

 

This dog was a sub-breed of Lhasa and it was very tough to take care of him. He was very unfriendly during the initial days and he bit me thrice. The third time it was so deep and fatal , I was referred to Kottayam Medical College. My parents were so upset that I brought that dog home.

 

Since he was a special breed, he needed special care. Every 2nd week I had to trim him and bathe him. Otherwise, he would stink. He was a snow-white dog so little mud can make the dog so ugly. It will take at least 2 hours to trim and bathe this dog. After that, I get severe back pain. Bathing him  was a Himalayan task for me.

 

He needed a special diet. During the summer, because of heat, he used to get boils and I never knew this. I could see a worm on his body, and then I saw he had a big wound and he is bleeding. Then we called the Vet and he sedated the dog and operated it. This dog was so fond of me after the initial unfriendliness. It used to wait for me when I come back from the office. I used to buy jalebis, laddu and even stole the cream biscuits which my Mom stored for my children.

 
Day before yesterday,   he passed away, I dunno when, may be during the midnight. I wanted to be at home to cremate him. I could not because I had so much of work at my office. I was feeling so bad and sad. It really hurts me.

 
I made a water lily pond at home. The gardener told me not to keep any fish in the pond. I used to take care of my water lilies very religiously and they were so grateful to me. They gave me so many flowers. Last month when I went to my sis-in-laws house,  I saw water lily there also, but in a smaller pond. They had this guppy fishes in that. My sis- in- law’s mom Usha aunt is a very creative person and she was kind enough to give me some fishes. I took these fishes from Alwaye to Kottayam . She gave me Nutmeg plant, aloe vera, and some other plants also.

 
I put those guppy fishes there and told my son to take care of them. He is like me, he likes farming, pets and he is a homely boy. He religiously took care of the fishes and one day my husband told me one among that fishes will lay eggs soon. After two weeks our water lily pond was full of fishes. My son was so excited and he phoned me I was in the office ” Mommy, we got baby fishes.’’ I congratulated and appreciated his hard work he put in taking care of my fishes and plants.

 

Even though I was happy, suddenly I got a feeling that my pet dog is going to die soon. I became so restless and shared my family that any time this dog can die. I dunno why I felt so, just one day before he dies, I felt I should bathe him. The dog was not at all keeping well. I insisted my dad that I should bathe my dog. I bathe him and while I was bathing I felt I will never get an opportunity to this again. I washed his beautiful fur with Tresseme shampoo. I was not crying, but I was so burdened. That night he died. Even when I write this my eyes are full of tears. Maybe it is a dog, but I had a soul connection with him. After it came into my life, so many good things happened. I completely believe that, that dog was my lucky charm.

 

 

 
After I come to the office, I was so moody. Whatever communication I did yesterday it went wrong. Evening my daughter called me and said she had a severe tooth ache and I took her to the dentist. My daughter’s maha Dasa is changing after 2 months. So she will have physical ailments during this time period. Three weeks back she had body pain and I took her to the doctor, the doctor said nothing to worry. Then I told her that your Mahadasa is changing, the current maha Dasa will give you aches like this so don’t worry about that. She was so angry with me. She was yelling at me actually. ‘’ Please don’t share your astrology with me. I hate that and I don’t believe in astrology”’ The same thing I wanted to tell her yesterday that this is just because your maha Dasa is going to change, but I was afraid. She didn’t sleep whole night yesterday. She didn’t lie down also. She was sitting on the bed, walking through the room out of her poor physical condition. My sleep also got interrupted. I was also waking up in between. Next two months her condition will be like this only. Now it’s tooth ache, maybe after this, she will have some other physical issues.

 

 
My Antar Dasa is also changing tomorrow and next 1 year will be the last phase of Ketu Mahadasa. The whole Ketu Dasa was a severe torture for me since it started in 2010. Today when I was studying about “Dasha Pravesh Concept” I was just correlating each and every event in my life through the lens of Ketu.

 
This dasa is a horrifying phase for almost all the people. Ketu is the signifier of spirituality, moksha, isolation, detachment, asceticism, secrets, illusion and mystical sciences. During this dasa even though I really struggled a lot,( now also struggling) the universe showed my who am I, how will I behave, how emotionally strong am I, how much is the amount of my faith?, how mean I can be, how cruel I can be, what should be my mission, how should I sharpen my vision, what stand should I take while dealing with an opposite gender, what my past karma is, what karmic backlogs I have, what should be my future plans, what my motto should be , how to align myself according to the divine force and so many other things.

 
Coming back to my pet, Ketu is the indicator of detachment and isolation. During this dasa so many endings I saw than beginnings. I detached myself from many my familial relations, many friends, and even dared to question my bosses.  Many of my family members passed away. Ketu is detachment and isolation. It will take you through the realities of the relationships. It doesn’t have to be marital or love relationship. It can be any relation in which you play the main role. If anyone of you are going through Ketu dasa and feeling that restlessness, then there is only one remedy for that. It is not wearing a gemstone or doing any ‘VIDHI”. I don’t believe in that because guys please trust me we are living in the 21st century. Such remedies will not work. The only remedy is just looking at your God. And resting in his arms.
Whether you are a Hindu, Islami , Christian or even a Mormon. During the Ketu dasa your faith will be tested. Through Ketu dasa, God will choose your relationships to prove what stability you have in your relationships. It can be any relationship. I have seen the astrologers in the west being more open about their planetary placements, and here in the East, astrologers are very hesitant to share their planetary alignments. They may be feeling that others would come to know their secrets and their private life can be traced. Well, in theology class we used to give open testimony about what common people say “yuch”.

 

In Romans 3:23 God says “For everyone has sinned; we all fall short of God’s glorious standard” .

 

In the eyes of God, no one is perfect. Only the intensity and nature of sin varies. I have never seen a perfect person in my life who has never sinned. In theology class, I have heard such intense confessions. There was a sex worker (lady) with whom I and my class mates spend 1 week listening to her life and how she turned into a sex worker. I have seen people who were lower than her in morality and they are much respected in their public life. They are worshiped as idols. That is the standard of human beings.

 

 

So, I was comparing western and eastern astrologers. My Ketu is in the 3rd house of media, writing, siblings, technology, courage, self-effort, mental status, and neighbors.

 

From the 3rd house, it has 3 aspects 5th, 7th, and 9th. From the 3rd house Ketu is aspecting the 7th house of spouse marriage, agreements contracts , open enemies and other people , then 9th house of media, writing , publishing, foreign travels, philosophy, spirituality , astrology and adventures then the 11th house of hopes, gains, friendships, collective projects , children and youth groups. Ketu in 3rd house is very good for intellectual effort based on astrology, but it doesn’t favor a happy time.

 

During the commencement of Ketu dasa I was forced to come back to my parent’s house with 2 kids. I had a good job in a company in Techno park and I was forced to resign because the son’s health was not allowing me to go for a job. He needed more care. I was unable to go to the office most of the days. So I had to leave my husband alone there and came to stay with my parents. Ketu is influencing the 7th house of spouse. After coming home, I really struggled to get a job, but I got a good job, but again I had to quit it. I was really troubled by the situation and I asked my husband to come back with us as taking care of 2 kids is not easy. Especially my children are not small kids. Now, they are putting so many restrictions on me. They are telling me what to do and what not to do. My daughter, a teenager, is happier to be with her father than me.

 

My husband and children have Aquarian and Sagittarian connection so they are a good team. I always feel as a stranger with them. They are not intersted in astrology. Only my son asks in between                    ” Mommy is my Moon Exalted?’ So, my husband started trying to get a job in Kochi, but till date, he didn’t get it. Finally, I had to tell him,” You  may hate astrology and astrologers. We should stop trying for a job because now it’s my Ketu dasa and Ketu is influencing my 7th house of husband so it’s time for us to stay in different places. You will get a job in Kochi during my Venus dasa starts, that too in 2018. “This is one specialty of Ketu dasa that there will be some kind of distance between the couples. If not properly managed, this distance can even end in a permanent separation.

 

Ketu is spirituality. It is pushing you into more and more spirituality where you find a crisis in connecting with pleasures of the material world. Then Ketu is looking at an 11th house with its 9th aspect. This house if friends and team projects. I detached myself from most of my friends in the world. I was so shocked, that yesterday after coming back from the dentist, I went to a supermarket. I entered the shop and I didn’t notice anyone there, I directly went to take what I wanted. Suddenly I saw one guy coming running to me. I could not identify who he is at the first sight. He asked me in a loud voice” where are you running idiot” For the next 1 minute I was totally in a crisis because I can’t identify this man. Then he took my hand and said “you forgot me? I am John ‘’ Then I was really ashamed because he was my classmate and best friend during my pre-university class. We met around 6 years back and after that, we are meeting now. Before that, he came to my home with his wife who is a Bengali and her brother is ex-Mr. India Abhijit Sanyal. I was so lost for some time, and feeling so cheap. He must have thought that I have become pricey. He was emotional , truly. His wife, she hugged me I blocked her telling, I am badly sweating. Still she hugged me telling “we all sweat no problem.”

 
At the same time, I got so many friends from the astrologer gang. I started dreaming about doing more for charity, started some charity programs, started learning more astrology, theology, and traveled so much. I even got an offer for a free international trip. I may go after October.

 
At the same time, I have seen myself becoming unemotionally practical. Nothing affects me these days. I dunno how I learned to keep a numb face in front of all. Other day my mom was watching Shree O N V Kurup funeral service and sad. She kept on telling about how she enjoyed listening to the songs and how she feels now. I got irritated and asked her to stop wailing. Suddenly she got angry with me telling” I have never seen a heartless person like you. You are so rude and arrogant. An ordinary human being will be moved when he listens to Shree ONV s songs. You don’t have a heart or any emotions which a human should have.”

 
I was never so hard like this. Even in a theology class I was the softest hearted person . I remember once a family came for counseling when they started sharing their problem, I started shedding tears. Others started staring at me strangely.
Ketu dasa is harsh, but it will make you strong and very much defensive of your values. It throws you into the deep pit of spirituality through the events you go through in that phase. It isolates you, detaches us from the materialistic and worldly thoughts. It spurs you to advance ahead with the harsh lessons. These lessons will be a treasure in your life. Depends on upon the house it is placed, it will bring events and people to your life, just to teach you how meaningless the world of Maya is.Once you successfully come out of that you will surely be a new person.

 

 

During this dasa so many good things happened to me. I started repairing my relation with my parents, bro, and my cousins and started detaching all nonsense people from my life. I start to see everything with an insight; I got so many good contacts. The association with Maruanadan Malayali itself is a great blessing. I never expected such things in my life even though I am an astrologer.

 

Sometimes I think I could have performed better as a female yogi. The life of  sanyasis has always enticed me. When I write this I get Goosebumps. Maybe god has some other plans for me. I humbly submit myself in front of him. Let him take me over . Let him use me as a medium. That doesn’t mean I am a holy being. We all are messengers of God. We send messages of god to others by action.
I always say in my prayers, “God you can give me pains, you can give me troubles and temptations, but please give a support when I fall’’
This Ketu dasa is continuing with its own harshness in my life. The lessons were painful but the end results are good only. I love my god. Moksha is the ultimate destination. Ketu dasa is just a speed breaker on that way to moksha.

 
I detached from  so many things during this dasa, but what hurt me most was the death of my pet dog Christie. Nothing hurt me more than that. When he was alive so many times I went to him and said in the language of silence which I and he only knows

 
‘’ I may not come back to earth anymore. I am on the run to correct my Karmas. If something failed and I come back…. Then you should come back to my life as my pet”

 
He must have understood that silent language which only two souls can understand. ……….He was a motivator during my pains.

 

 

And there was evening, and there was morning

I am so busy at my office job, that’s why you don’t see any updates these days.  I am doing research and re-writing something for our existing product. I wasted few precious days in a rubbish counselling course conducted by a foreign-aided religious organization in Hyderabad.  Truly speaking , the coordinator guy  is not at all fit to be a counselor.  I wonder how they counsel people. I was so angry that I wasted my money for such useless lessons. I told them strictly,  before you do a course next time, at least do some background work on the syllabus and the capability of your teachers. These organizations are not looking into any spiritual well-being, but they are just looking into conversions.

Hyderabad is well known for its conversion mania . Even the main guy of that institution was giving  some primary level of classes for experienced people. Children whom I used be a counselor can give strong and intelligent lessons than that main guy. I told them I don’t need your certificate  because I truly did not see any value in that flimsy paper which was lighter than a toilette paper. I am generally a soft and understanding person. Lekin these guys really made me angry. Finally,  the finance manager whose duty is to   mint money from all the students asked 2 minutes to talk to me. ” May I speak to you for 2 minutes? ” I looked at his face and said ” No , you can’t” The whole institution is waste and with no vision.

Guys, you tell me,  you are going to your English Lit 1yr class. Will you expect your teacher  to teach you  to write running letters?

In that class, people were too much against astrology and there was an IIM grad guy who later turned be a psychologist. He was talking some common sense.  There was a mock counselling session, this guy picked one member from students and started mock counselling.  He might have spent  at least 1.5 hrs. The   counselee was shedding tears, wiping his  nose and silent drama was goin on and reaching  nowhere. The truth is that both guys will not reach anywhere.  After that draggy drama, I called this counselee and said, “you call me next week when I am in Kerala. We will find out the issues and try to understand them in a very godly way. I don’t say that I will solve your issues, but I can definitely help you to build your faith and hope and thus you can face your life with more confidence.”

This guy called me next week at the same time I gave him. Guys, his life is,  of course complicated. He has Amavasya yoga in the 1st house and Sun and Moon are in close conjunction with Mercury.  He has a severe identity crisis. No nurturing in his life. He doesn’t have anyone to support his life or emotions. When Sun and Moon are closely conjunct , this guy’s emotions, mother, comfort everything is affected. He is burning in the heat of the sun. He is emotionally damaged. Mercury also there is totally making him confused , his thoughts are like wildfire. If he has to come out of this Amavasya yoga, he needs to meditate, do some service to the unprivileged, start doing some creative projects, do some sports and convert to be a vegetarian. There are certain other facts also    creating so many issues, practically speaking that guy is in big trouble now.

That’s not his end. He has to cross the geographical location. More and more he stays in India , his life will become a huge struggle. Once he leaves  this geographical location, life will improve a lot.I told him not to roam around with this  counselling college more. Because they can never identify the root issue even if he goes there and take  10 sessions of counselling. After this astrology  consultation,  I asked him ” Did I offend you in any way ? Did I question your mode of faith?  Or did I do any kind of  blasphemy against your god? “‘ He was happy and he said that was the best counselling he ever had till date. Then I asked him ” then why these guys made fun of my astrology skills?”

Last week  I was reading my brother’s chart to my sis in law. She is here for a short vacation from Canada. I am born in a nuclear family and I want my brother to be in India. Even though I don’t have a great relation with him, he has very good relation with my husband and children. That’s enough for me.  Now you know what my reputation in my family LOL.  Looking at his chart , I told my sis in law , that the universe will not permit my brother to settle back in India.  My sis -in -law also will be living abroad .  That’s their Karma. Maybe they have some past life debts to that geographical location or with that population. They will take this entire life time to pay back their Karma and once they finish that Karma , they will leave the world. Now, if they want to break that Karmik role and settle back in India, dear guys, that is not going to work out in  any case. If they come back and try to settle here, the available job for them will be  begging on the streets.

The good thing about my brother is that he is a regular reader of astrology articles in Marunadan Malayali. And he overheard me telling my Mom that I need a black sling bag from Canada while he was talking to my  mom over the phone.  He sent me one beautiful sling bag through his beautiful wife to me. So I see some green signals for my relationship with him.  He or anyone in my family never knew that I was an astrologer. They always told that I am mad and something wrong with my intellect. When I ran away from home to theology class, they totally ruled me out telling that now she is gone forever.

I still remember , I used to kneel down every day and pray since my childhood. The kneeling down prayer format was not common in my family. That doesn’t mean I was a pure soul. I was a 100% black sheep and I had given severe headaches to my parents. While I used to pray in knelt  down mode, my bro used to kick my A** telling me that ” I won’t allow you to pray” . Then I telling him ”  get away you Satan”. Then mom coming and telling him any way she is not doing any good for us at least let her to do this.

I am sad. Why because, I am alone here. After my parents’ leave the earth finishing their Karma , I doubt how often I will see my bro. Blood is thicker than water . I got angry with my husband after reading my bro’s chart. I asked him what guarantee that you will take care of me after my parents leave the earth.  He said ” Why not I will definitely do” Then I again got angry by listening to  this( actually I was crying and shouting )  and started telling past experiences where I felt he never cared for me.  Then my daughter, who is 18 interfered. ” Can you just keep quiet Mom. You have been telling this again and again and I am so bored listening to this. Can you say some new stories? You claim that you are an astrologer, so you should be knowing all about your future right?”  LOL……… That also is a kind of counseling.

Astrology is a valuable science.  Only very less people know what the true astrology is.  It is the agenda of these foreign- funded organisations to blame whole Indian culture and tradition as useless and anti-god. For them we are uncivilized and pagans.  Blame goes to astrologers also who sits and suggest so-called Parihara( remedies) No shit is going to happen even if you  do such pariaharas. All you can do via astrology is to understand who you  are, what  your life purpose is , what   your behavior pattern is etc. Astrology can only do this. Your reliance should only  be with   God . Not like  some astrologer sit in some corner and predict this will happen to you, or you will die at this time, or you have ghost attack like that. You go to an astrologer to know what your lagna is, what does your lagna says, what your moon sign is what does that indicates, where your career lord sits, what is your behavior pattern. and rest leave it to god and try to bring some improvements into your behavior pattern. Astrology can give that amount of information n  than any other science can give you. If you don’t like astrologers, you yourself try to learn at least the basics.  My vision is that, even if Satan himself comes to our life , we should use him for divine purposes.

Kindly wake up astrologers, we can do so much for others well being……Than these foreign puppets who sell the divinity in the name of their stomach and luxuries

Last week  one guy called me from the  southern part of India. He said he got an  ancient artifact like a gold piece  when he was clearing an old house which he was a cleaning staff. He was asking about the possible issues if he sells it or uses it. He was repeatedly asking me whether I know any black magic. I told him that I donno any black magic. I asked him to give that object either to the owner of that land or give it to archeology dept . What else should I say? I know the original source of that question too. LOL

Galatians 5:19-21 says, “The acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions and envy; drunkenness, orgies

I donno any black magic and astrology is not black magic.. But when we say that we are astrologers, suddenly people get a feeling that we know tantra, mantra and black magic and can harm others. A true healer doesn’t  have to know black magic, If you cant reach god directly or don’t have the guts to talk to him directly, then only you need all these nasty things. Once you start doing it, I am sure you are cursed eternally.

Psalm 27:5:For in the day of trouble he will keep me safe in his dwelling; he will hide me in the shelter of his sacred tent and set me high upon a rock.

No one’s black magic is going to work with me. As far as my karma is based on  righteousness,  my God will protect me. Astrology is divine, you can’t become an astrologer without the blessing of the Lord. Planets are nothing but the creation of god.  That is my country’s rich tradition. Every time I check a chart , I never see any sin in  it because the ultimate aim of an astrologer is to pacify people’s heart and connect them to god. To give them a vision thus encourage others and astrologer herself should grow  in spirituality and righteousness.

These foreign-funded institutions can only mock at the valuable knowledge I must say………….I am worried for my country’s future………………………. Why can’t they at least take the trouble to learn this? I told that IIM guy, you please go and learn something about Astro-psychology , then it will help you in your career. I told him I can easily identify bipolar, and Schizophrenia from a birth chart and the possible timings when that person can get it. Well he could not believe that.

I was so offended during the class guys. I was so angry with that counselling institution. Not well planned, no insights, no knowledge nothing. It was my spirtual teacher who suggested me that organization. I came back and called him up and asked him. ‘ What the hell you found in that group of looters? They neither have knowledge or skill. You are a 100% better teacher and preacher than them. Even our Sunday school kids preach better than them”

One guy was repeatedly asking me ,””how can you add astrology with gospel..?” ……….well, I didn’t know that the word “Gospel” is his family’s intellectual property.  At least make an effort what astrology is, that’s my request.

I should not have gone. Now my Ketu-Saturn is going to end. I will travel long distances again. But most of that long trips may not be satisfactory. I knew it, still I went……….I am such a fool. I knew these things and fell into trap…….as always. Dumb lady.

Well , I became very serious……….

I would like to share few of my favourite programs which I regularly watch to pacify myself.  ..Just for a fun

• KRS

Yes,  One and Only Kapiel Raaj Srivastava . I  Love him……..Yes……. Maybe the only man from whom I eagerly wait to hear everyday. I have Rahu in 9th house. So I will not have a ” Guru” figure in my life. He  gives  input .. a lot of inputs …..I just elaborate in my spiritual laboratory.  He is no less than Sage Parashara  

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

• Shree Ernst Wilhelm .  I can take this name only with huge respect. World famous astrologer in Tropical Vedic astrology. He is so humble. When we mail a celebrity, he/she may not respond. But Shree Ernst Wilhelm responds.  This is his website .

http://vaultoftheheavens.com/VOTH_ChartCreator/Welcome.aspx

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

• The EllenShow

I love Ellen DeGeneres….. I want to be an entertainer like her. No matter  she  is a gay , but she is kind, humorous and caring.

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrIrbeoDkT0

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

• Krushna Abhishek and Sudesh Lehri…….This jodi is very much loved by my entire family. Back in 2012 when I severely fell down in my life..this jodi really did help me to come out of my sadness. I never get tired watching them.  Its my dream to bring Krushna Abhisek into my Youtube channel at least for a minute…..But I checked his rates . I heard 25lakhs/day……..Not Sure 

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qZMiidvFuTY

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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  Fitness without Brandon Carter ? No way..It really works, but you know for me  time is a problem…but whenever I get time I try these THOSE ABDOMINAL ASSAULTS. Sad I am not regular, I still have that potbelly

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

• For those ladies, who can’t go for hardcore workout techniques , I introduce my favorite trainer Tiffany Rothe.  These are easy and highly effective. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Embroidery and Stitching……….My favorite pass time.  I dunno how but , my 9 yr old Son got 1st price in Needle and Thread race. Maybe, he sees me doing this . Its such a pleasure when you create that beautiful flowers and leaves in a pillow cover and we sleep on it. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hope you enjoyed…………….Still My anger is burning against that counselor guys…….Traitors, you said my forefathers were dickheads………I will see you soon