I am here only, but so busy with my office job, kids, and my consultations…I am not getting any time for myself. I just wanted to go to dermatologists for my pimple issues, but for that also I am not getting any time. That’s why I can’t write any blogs.
I am leaving to Delhi, for my astrology classes and this year I am going to learn the basics as I am not good at calculation part of astrology. I will be leaving on October 25th and will be back by Nov 12. This year I am taking my Mommy (Mother in Law) to Delhi, she will come on Nov 6th and we both are going for a tour to Jaipur for 4 days on Nov 8th. I told her that “Mom, I feel so lonely, so why can’t you come with me?” She is a very jovial woman, so she agreed without a second thought even though her health is not great.
After I come back, I will start my blogs again, I hope so.
Days are running faster and I am physically very tired. I reach home very tired and somehow want to go asleep, but somehow I make myself sit with my kids and parents and listen to them. Digital natives and Digital immigrants have frequent issues with each other and I am crushed between them. I donno when my husband will get a job in Kochi and I can be really free. It is almost being like a single parent when your husband works in a different city. In addition to that being with elderly parents and we get a lot of anxiety when we are away from home and very restless at work also. Thinking about all and how they are doing. Recently my dad got minor stroke and I had to leave suddenly from the office. I have to travel at least 45 kms to reach home. My pressure suddenly got shot up and I was having intense headache and I was like a paralyzed until I reached the hospital.
The next 3 years is not safe for my Dad and Mom as Saturn is transiting over my natal Sun. He doesn’t look healthy at all. I told him that he is going through a risky time and better him to take care of his health. He went to Canada and there also he was admitted in the hospital and after he came here he got this stroke. Guy’s I am not a very emotional person about death and separation in the relationships because, there is a time for everything
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8New International Version (NIV)
A Time for Everything
3 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under the heavens:
2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,
3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,
4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,
5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing,
6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,
7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,
8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.
Whenever I go through any kind of crisis, I read this scripture and it is so empowering. We should be realistic in our life…..
Yes, I do have concerns for my people, even when I called up Mom, (MIL) she was also not keeping well. That also made me sad………
This earthly relationship definitely has an emotional hold on us…….It is hard, but I always train my mind not to be overwhelmed about separations and detachments. My both parents love this old Malayalam song, especially my Dad an active CPI (M) member; he likes these old songs about martyrs. I wanted to put up a music system and Akaashvaani for entire house so that they can listen song full time, but till date I could not do that. Maybe I will be able to do that when Sun, Venus or Mercury moves through my 4th house of home and family.
As the scripture says, it is the time to learn and empower myself. Even my HR was asking me to take a break from my busy life and enjoy little bit. He sees me daily me running around like a dog. Last month I went to his cabin and shared my worries and cried also. Those who regularly consult me came up with some silly questions and I got angry with them also and told them not to ask such stupid nonsense questions.
All these years, I was just roaming around with my friends after my astrology classes, this time, I have made some decisions and I am planning to go to Talkatora swimming pool every evening. When I was in Trivandrum, me and my kids used to enjoy the swimming sessions in water authority Swimming pool………Swimming is the best workout for me, as after my 2nd delivery I was 75 kgs and used to feel very bad about my figure. But within 1 year I could reduce to 57 just through my butterfly strokes, free style, and backstrokes. That is the benefit when you belong to a village in kottayam. You become a natural swimmer……..You dont have to pay huge fees to learn the basics of swimming. Your friends, cousins, siblings, relatives and neighbors will be your swimming coach, and you will be an expert swimmer in any deep waters.
So…………C YA After Nov 12th